Trouble is her only friend, and he's back again.

[Carry You Home-James Blunt]

So i went over to my stepsisters house last night so i could babysit this morning. her house is the epitome of craziness. makes me appreciate the normalcy of my own home. i mean, i love that family to death. and i like going over there for a little bit cuz its a break from the mundane normalcy of my house. but after a little bit im ready to return to the comforts of my quiet, structured household. there is alot of fighting, yelling, cussing, and boyisms that im not used to. and right now its extra crazy. she is going through a divorce and it is a terrible one. very very messy. but in my opinion, both sides are being super immature and slightly ridiculous. yes, her soon to be ex has done quite a few crappy things, but she is not perfect either. for example, she condemns him for cheating on her. yes, thats terrible and i dont agree with it at all. but then she turns around and actively pursues a married man. hypocritical? absolutely. and i have very little sympathy for her or him cuz i think they bring alot of it on themselves. and i also am not ridiculously one sided like everybody else. like she thinks i should be. i see both sides. and i refuse to treat him the way she thinks i should just cuz she and him are getting a divorce.

my main concern anyways is the kids stuck in the middle. they are suffering most and the two parents dont seem to notice. its quite ridiculous (wow i used that word alot. but its really the best description of the situation). being a child of divorced parents, i know it sucks. but at least my parents were rational and kept me out of the middle as much as possible... well my mom did at least.

i guess i shouldnt knock her too bad. shes and her family are always good to me. she is very sisterly. and im happy about that.

oh well. theres not much i can do other than sit back and watch all the drama unfold.