We are the shaken. We are the monsters underneath your bed, yeah.

[Monsters-Matchbox Romance]

Little Monster.

yeah, i think so.

Randommmm

i wish i wasnt ill anymore. its quite annoying.

im super excited for next weekend. like you have no idea.

i want ice cream.

Im listening to reggae and it is pleasing my ears.

Villa Drama. Boo.

i got in a fight with my manager today. i made her cry. she deserved it. i think she got the point.

TGIF ferreals

itssss fridayyyyy! yeahhhh boyyy! this week seemed really long and tiring. and now its time to partayyyyy. tabatha and jesses wedding tomorrow. closing at work tonight, then probably up to the house to chill. still waiting on baby phoenix to arrive...

deuces!

Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side, and balancing the whole thing.

[You and I Both-Jason Mraz]

joel and i got in a fight today. he was being a rude ass and holding up all my plans so he could use my computer when i distinctly told him i had somewhere to be. and he got all mad when i said something about it. so why do i feel bad about us fighting? this is his fault. he acted like a spoiled child who threw a tantrum when i informed him the world didnt revolve around him. possibly because he is always like this, and i know he is like this, and i accept him like this. normally, i deal with his childishness better, but at the moment i am a PMSing hormonal bitch and i didnt handle it well. boo.

i went bowling with Errrca, Basel, Sizlac, CNN, and Reb (aka guys from the house). it was crazy fun. they are such a fun group of guys to hang out with. yay!

anywayssss. bed time.

Could you sympathize with my needs? I know you think I need a lot.

[Bent-Matchbox Twenty]

he told me the other day that alot of his friends are graduated and moving away at the end of the summer. three of his main friends. gone.

this is potentially bad.

why?

because as it is now, i spend a ridiculous amount of time with the boy. but there are times when he goes to hang out with these other friends. who will he hang out with when they are gone? he says he will make new friends. i hope so.

if his other friends are not around, who will he fill the empty time with? me. always me. i fear he will just cling to me more than he already does.

oh no.

Oh no, there ain't no rest for the wicked until we close our eyes for good

[Ain't No Rest For the Wicked-Cage the Elephant]

Dear Sleep,


Why do you evade me so?
I miss you.


Love,
Me