Monday, February 28, 2011

Day 19: A picture and a letter


Dear Tracy,

I think you are a selfish bitch.


bob tries to act like he doesnt care about you, but he does. youre breaking his heart and its sad to watch. but im sure you dont care. you dont care about anyone other than yourself.


XOXO,
Your loving sister

PS: An invite to your wedding would have been a nice gesture.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

I am dumb.

I just tried to schedule a post for 2/29/2011.

I was momentarily confused as to why it would not work.

Fail.

Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity

my biggest insecurity is now, and always has been, my weight. ive always been fat and ive always hated it. it makes my self esteem almost non existent. im trying to feel better about myself, so i posted this picture. its an actual picture of my actual weight. i havent told anybody how much i weigh in a really long time. but i lost a bunch of weight, and im proud of that. its something i have to work on still, but i feel slightly better about myself now. i have to learn to like myself, no matter the number on the scale.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

This is a picture of when bridge and matt finally made it FB official. the whole drama made a huge impact on my life. yeah, it was sad and it sucked giant balls. but i think it taught me alot too. i found out who my real friends are. there were a couple people that were crucial to my sanity during the drama, some expected and some unexpected. meghan and dani listened to me cry and whine and mope countless times. they are my bestie and beef, and i appreciate every single time they have assisted me through a life crisis. life would suck without them. but i also found josh, who took me to ihop and listened to me cry at 4 am and bought me pancakes. he took care of me the whole time, and i love him for that. tyler talked me through alot of it too. he made me feel better about myself when i was feeling like shit. he taught me how to shrug it off and not let it bother me. it was nice to find people who care. and i learned that everything does buff out. sometimes, it doesnt seem like things will ever work out, but i think if you can hold on long enough, they eventually do. i learned that sometimes, things arent quite the crisis they seem to be. everything felt really shitty while it was going on, but it probably isnt the worst thing thats ever gonna happen. i realized that my friendship with bridgette was too important to squabble away over something like this, because it really wasnt worth losing it over. me and bridgette are still best friends, maybe even a little closer because we both saw what we almost lost. me and matt are pretty tight now too. everything happens for a reason.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you

I think my mom is pretty awesome. She's been through alot in her life, but she got through it all and used it to be a better person. She's always been there for me when i needed her, and she is pretty much the best mom ever. I hope that if i have kids, i can be somewhere near as great as she is.

also, my hair was cute in this picture. i miss it a little bit :[

Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die


I want to see the Northern Lights.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Mystery of Life: Solved.

tonight, tyler, dan, and i discussed what Kirby is made of.

tyler thought kirby was a wad of bubblegum, because kirby is pink and can blow into bubbles.

i always imagined kirby to be marshmallowy.

dan had the best answer of all. when consulted about his opinion on kirby's makeup, he responded "no guys. kirby is made of the dreams of a thousand little children" and then went back to doing his hw.

the dreams of a thousand little children. of course.

Day 14:A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

This is Joel. And i love him. he has become a very important part of my college life and i cant imagine going through this hell called purdue engineering without him. joel has been my friend for a while now, but it wasnt until recently that i realized how very important he was to me. i realized that so many people come and go, but joel has been one of those constants in my life since i came here freshman year. he can be hateful and hard to get along with, and needy as fuck. but he is mine, and i love him lol.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist

Weezy F Baby

Uh yeah. i heart rap music.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Day 11: A picture of something you hate

This is my textbook for ChE 378: Heat and Mass Transfer.

I hate it. It will be either the first class i withdraw from or the first class i get a legitimate F in.

I hate Chemical engineering in general.

Ahem.

After a brief absence, i am back to continue my 30 day picture thingy. i realize i was probably supposed to post these for 30 consecutive days but... we all know im not the best blogger ever.

It didnt help that i worked 33 hours this week, 22 of which were packed into my weekend. doesnt leave much extra time. boo.

anyways, i shall continue.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with

Without a doubt, me and bridge get ourselves into more ridiculous situations than should even be possible. I love her to death, and i wouldnt trade a single one of our outrageous adventures for the world.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Day 9: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most




I am going to cheat massively on this one. I have so many people in my life that have gotten me through so much. I really cant pick just one.

Picture 1: Meghan. Shes been my best friend since the 5th grade. She has definitely helped me through alotta shit.

Picture 2: Errrca. She has been one of my best friends here at college. I know that i can call her at any hour of any day if i have a problem and she will always be there. Erica is probably the most reasonable and rational of all my friends, and i can always count on her to keep me grounded.

Picture 3: Jen and Dani. I freaking love them. I know i can always call them with any problem and they will help me through it. I can always expect an appropriate amount of sympathy, but they never ever hesitate to tell me how stupid i am or how ive messed shit up lol.

Also, I dont think i would have ever made it through some of the stuff i did recently without tyler and josh. they helped me out more than they had to, and i love them both for it.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Day 8: A picture that makes you laugh

thisa is a picture of me and my twinsie... i miss her :( me jayne and errrca all went in on a wedding gift for our boss, and we just decided to get her a gift card. we picked out a card that you could slide a personal picture into. erica was not around when we had to give it to her, and we didnt have a picture of the three of us, so me and jayne took one on our own and photoshopped errrcas floating head into this picture.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Day 7: A picture of your most treasured item

If my house was burning down and i could only grab one thing, it would be my green blankey. ive had that blanket since i was born; it was the first thing my mom ever gave to me. when i was sick, the two times i went to the hospital, i always had my blankey and it made me feel better. when i got nervous or upset, i would worry the silk edges and it made me feel better. blankey is threadbare now, and his edges are ripped off beyond repair. finally i retired him to the top of my closet. but i always have my green blankey just in case.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Day 6: A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

I would probably trade places with Angelina Jolie. Not gonna lie, id sell internal organs if i could look like her. and id be married to brad pitt. awesome.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Day 5: A picture of your favorite memory




Ok i cheated. i used more than one picture. my bad.

birthday weekend. best. time. ever.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Day 4: A picture of your favorite night


The night my beefs and I drunkenly roamed IU's campus :]

I chilled on a piano. In a puddle.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Day 3: A picture of the cast from your favorite show


I love south park.

The Towelie episode is my favorite.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Day 2: picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Me and Meghan on her wedding day.

Ive been friends with Meghan since the 5th grade. she is my oldest friend and i cant imagine what i would have done without her all these years. shes my bestie (not to be confused with my beef, who is equally as awesome. ive just known meghan longer)

Monday, February 7, 2011

Day 1: A picture of me and 10 useless facts about me



1. I positively cant stand having the back of my knees touched
2. If im not driving, i dont like to sit on the left side of the car
3. I brush my teeth twice when i brush my teeth
4. I match the lighter i carry each day to my outfit
5. I prefer to take notes/do hw on printer paper so i dont feel constrained by the lines of notebook paper
6. My toenails are always painted some crazy color.
7. I refuse to grow up all the way. I still color. I still watch cartoons. Being a child is way more fun.
8. I am the most sickly person you will ever meet.
9. My friends decided i was the one person they would use as their phone-a-friend on a game show. I am a fountain of random (and possibly useless) information.
10. I have a birthmark on my chin everybody mistakes for a giant bruise.