I saw you walking down the hall, and I had alot to tell you but I didn't think you could say it better.

[Amazing-Josh Kelley]

so work tonight was super busy. there were exams tonight so people came to eat before and after the exams. plus we were down a person tonight and that made it all the worse. yet, due to a certain ridiculously attractive coworker of mine, we still got out on time. but because we were so busy i didnt get to see him much. which is sad :( i did see him a little but when i did see him i think i didnt make the most of it. well, first of all, i found what he was doing to be endearingly annoying. i was super super busy, the line was huge, and he kept coming to the front to say stuff to me. he would just hover there beside me while i was waiting on customers until i was like "mhmmm what?" and he would say something and then leave, only to return later. it was annoying cuz i was really busy and he was being uber distracting but it was cute cuz he was so adorable, standing there in his silly dish apron, waiting to talk to me. sometimes i think i said the wrong thing though. like once he came up there to ask me if a knew that knives didnt go in the sink. and im like "yes, clearly, thats common sense." and he still just kinda stands there like "oh well i found these in the sink and i just wondered if you knew that." and the line is getting longer and im like "yes i know," and then i started thinking he was blaming me, cuz he used to do that alot, and so i was like a little snappy, like "yes i know. and i didnt put them in there ok? it wasnt me." and then he was all like "oh oh i know, i wasnt saying it was. i think it was somebody else." and then he left. bad move on my part. being a snappy is not a good way to win him over. and it kinda went on like that for a while. and now im like annoyed with myself cuz i always complain he doesnt talk to me enough and then when he tries i get annoyed. i think it will be ok though. he'll get over it.

on another note, i tried to be nicer to this other guy at work. the other day he came through line when i was working, and i got a little confused and was asking some other person i work with a question. and the guy in line rattled off the answer to my question. and i laughed and said "haha i love it how you come over here and do my job better than i do." and he got really quiet and was like ".....well...i work here...ya know?" and he said it like he honestly believed i had no idea he worked there. and i was just like "i know." i mean, seriously, i work with this guy two days a week. how could i not know he works there? the way he said it just made me very sad though. but then i realized i dont really ever talk to him, or pay him any mind, or anything at all cuz im so wrapped up in trying to impress my devilishly good looking coworker or just generally joking it up with this other guy i work with that i dont really pay much attention to him at all. so i made it my new goal to pay more attention to him. and tonight i think i did that pretty well. i joked with him a bit, about the pizza he burned to a crisp. and he joked with me about a stupid question i asked him. and he is really very nice. so from now on im gonna be nicer and make sure he knows i know he exists.