The disease is growing; it's epidemic. I'm scared there ain't a cure.

[Stupid Girls-Pink]

so i had my engineering 126 exam tonight. i knew it was gonna be bad, but it was pretty darn bad. there were alot of things i just had no idea about. and not only did i miss those things i didnt know, i screwed up easy things cuz of stupid stupid errors. i feel stupid. stupid math errors. gah! so mad. and tomorrow i have a chem exam that i havent studied for yet. but im so tired and im going to bed instead of studying like i should. and i have a feeling i might do bad on the exam cuz of it. gah! whats wrong with me? i feel so stupid. college makes me feel so stupid. and its not that i dont pay attention. and its not that i dont study. cuz i do both. but its just not working :( i just want to do well in my classes. and its not working. and that frustrates me. and makes me feel dumb. stupid stupid stupid.