Low is where your heart is, but your heart has to grow

[Driftwood-Travis]

so ya know how i have been worrying alot lately about my summer living situation? well all that worry was completely unnecessary. i thought joel was gonna forget, or back out, or ask me to sublease and i was all worried and stuff. so i called him today, and when he returned my call, he was the one to bring it up actually. he asked me when i was comin back, and said i could show up whenever. he said hed have a key made for me and if he was busy that day, he would meet me so i could go ahead and move in. he said since tim has moved out, i could take tims room since it was bigger. he also said that he was going this week to see if the apartment complex would move a bed back into one of the rooms so that i could have a real bed to sleep in.

this all makes me quite delighted. one, because i am not homeless as i had been worried about.

two, because he did not let me down (this time at least). i realize none of this is a declaration of undying love. i get it, i know. howeverrrrrr, this does mean that he remembered something that was important to me (like not being homeless). he went so far as to think about things, like me being in the bigger room and trying to get me a bed, that would make me more comfortable. thats nice. thats what friends do. he thought about someone other than himself for a change, so i must be slightly important. also, i feel like this works towards proving that he is not quite as bad as everyone thinks he is. and it pleases me.