It's a state of affairs and a state of emotions, the kind of thing that you must understand

[But Anyways-Blues Travelers]

so i was at work tonight, just going about my cashier-like business, when i look up at the next customer to give my customary and uncaring "hi, how are you, do you have your marsh card?" and who is my next customer? a boy a know from purdue. he is one of the guys up at the house by the name of Doorstop. Apparently, home for him is LaFontaine. He recognized me, and i was pleased. Because to be completely honest, i think that Doorstop is twelve kinds of adorable. im not sure why. he is kinda nerdy, and a bit silly, but i think he is all sorts of cute. and im a bit annoyed, because my first thought is... "why cant it be doorstop instead of ryan????? that would just make everything easier" because i wouldnt even think twice. i would basically just say yes times a thousand. which brings me back to the fact that the problem is just the idea of dating ryan. anywaysssss, i talked to Doorstop for a little bit, and then he left, and secretly i hope that he comes back.