[When I Look to the Sky-Train]
soooo i havent blogged in a very long time. i have a whole bunch to talk about i think. whats been going on?? hmm. well ill start with the most depressing thing thats happened lately since i have been whining about it alot lately lol.
so. as you all know, there is a boy. a boy that i like very much. on saturday, i found out that said boy has... a girlfriend? i dunno what she is. but he has a girl. i think i knew this. last friday when we were hanging out he kept getting calls from somebody. he talked to her the way you would talk to a silly ass bitch who is all up in your business. then sautrday, when we were hanging out again, she called him. she could hear his roommate's voice in the background. she was being all loud and upset and shit. he says "no i dont have company." clearly i was sitting right there. he was hiding me. ok fine. then he says, amidst her loud ass blathering, "no, i dont have company. that was just my roommate talking." she yammers some more. he says "well yeah, kayla is here." then he laughs, looks over at me, and says "pfft, come on. its only kayla." ouch. at that moment, my heart broke into approximately a million little pieces. he might as well have ripped out my heart and stomped on it. ok.. so maybe im being a bit over-dramatic, but it hurt. with that one statement, he very clearly let me and her know exactly how he feels about me. he was just letting her know that she should feel absolutely no jealousy towards me whatsoever. i am in no way a threat and she should not flip out over me. i am nothing.
well i guess that settles that.
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