When did i grow up :(

im going back to WL tomorrow night instead of thurs like i first intended. i was gonna go back thurs afternoon after a haircut, but we are supposed to get a snow storm apparently and my parents are all worried about me and stuff. i came home from hanging out with corey tonight and they said "we are not trying to kick you out but... you have to go" lol. or they said i could stay til friday, but i dont really wanna wait that long. besides, we are supposed to get more snow on friday. id just rather go and get back. it makes me a little sad though. it makes my mom very sad every time i leave and that makes me sad too. and i know each time i leave, i leave home a little bit more and grow up a bit inside. soon i wont be coming home to stay for so long. i love my family and friends here, but my life is more in WL now than it is here. just the fact that im growing up makes me quite sad inside. waaa.