Now that we're here, its so far away

[So Far Away-Staind]

i miss my friends. its quite sad. things just happen every once and awhile that remind me of my friends and then i get all sad and miss them. like last night at work this guy was standing in my way, and he goes "oh, im sorry." and without thinking i go, "oh, you should be." cuz thats what i would say to carrie or justin or dani or something. and they would understand. but this guy didnt understand. and he just stops and stares at me for like a minute like i am the biggest jerk in the whole world. then he goes "your just supposed to accept my apology ok?" and i was like "no, see i was just kidding, my friends and i....ok never mind." and so now im pretty sure he thinks im a big jerk. and it made me miss my friends.

and every time i sit down at my desk i miss my cripple. cuz i have little piles of green lifesavers sitting all over my desk. i always always give the green ones to dani and seeing them sitting on my desk reminds me how far away she is :( Why did we go to college???????? we were supposed to become beach bums together! oh dani. pull a jen and come see me! licenses are just silly suggestions anyways!!!!

ok lovelies. that was my depressing post for the night. dani told me to say something. so i did. now its time for a wee bit of math hw and then sleep. night all.