[Awkward-Craig David]
tonight i worked. i normally dont work on fridays but the manager asked me to come in so i did. itll give me extra money, so its all good. i only knew one person that was working that night. josh. and still, i just cant figure this guy out for the life of me. like one minute he is telling me how im doing everything wrong. and then he glares at me cuz he thinks i made i mess when i didnt. but then the next minute he is hetting me a milkshake and smiling at me. bipolar anyone? but every time im around him i get a little more convinced that he cant stand me. and im not sure why. i dont think i have ever done anything to him. maybe its just one of those times when you dislike someone but cant say why. i hope not, cuz i really dont have a problem with him and id like him to not have a problem with me. sometimes i just wanna walk up and be like "dude whats your beef with me?" (haha that was fun to say). whatev. im gonna try not to worry about it.
bad news. carrie and justin were supposed to come visit me next weekend. carrie cancelled tonight. i know she didnt mean it, but i realize now i should have never gotten my hopes up. i was so excited. people just arent dependable. so ill probably work. tabbatha asked me to cover two of her shifts over the weekend and i told her i friends coming to visit so no. now ill go back and see if she still needs them covered. cuz i have nothing better to do now. i wonder who works on sat and sun? and when i say that, i more or less mean i wonder is josh would be working. i doubt it cuz he seems to mostly close. im caught between wanting to not work with him to avoid the awkward, yet i want to be around him to see what is going on. again, whatev.
football game tomorrow. its also parents weekend. my dad and stepmom are coming to visit. eh. so now i need me some sleep. nightl
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