Black hole sun, won't you come and wash away the rain?

[Black Hole Sun-Soundgarden]

do you think if you pretend hard enough you could make something come true?





i am at a crossroads.





i dont want to think shes lying to me. she said she i was her best friend. i do not want to believe that she looked me right in the eye and with all sincerity lied straight to my face. i think that would actually hurt more than her just admitting it.





so if i ignore what i think is true, and pretend i never read those text messages, can we just make things go back to the way we were? or will this eventually eat at me, even though i dont think i want to deal with this?





one road leads me towards this play-pretend scenario. i hope and pray that she was telling the truth and ignore everything else in hopes that we will just be fine.The other road could ultimately lead me away from her.



I think i want the first one.



I hope she doesnt hurt me.