I. AM. FULL. OF. BOREDOM.

why is home so effin boring? like really. i have never felt quite so discontented while at home before and i hate it. every day i wake up, and i have nothing to look forward to but going to work for hours at a job i hate, then coming home to sit on my ass in my house in a town where there is nothing going on. dont get me wrong, my friends are home and i loooove hanging out with them, but its just not the same. slowly, WL is becoming more home than here and i miss it. there, i do what i want when i want. there, i actually like my job... well i dont hate it quite so much. here, i have to cater to what my parents want, i have to do housework and chores on their schedule. they yell at me when i text too much, or stay up too late, or want to go out at an odd hour. i cant go out as much as id like because then they make me feel guilty by saying stuff like "dont you like to spend time with us anymore?" and i hate it. i feel like these extended stays at home are gonna be coming to an end shortly. and i have no idea how i will communicate this to my parents when the time comes.