Monday, July 13, 2009

I could have lost myself in rough blue waters in your eyes

[Winter-Joshua Radin]

so anyways, i ended up staying. i was gonna go right to sleep, but i went and sat by the fire with the three of them. we all talked for a little while, then his brother and his brothers gf went to bed. so it was just me and him, sittin by the fire. i considered going inside to go to bed too, cuz i thought it would be awkward for us to just sit out there. but it was really nice. it was quiet, just us. really nice. we just talked. about home, and our parents, and high school, and people we knew, and a whole bunch of stuff. i know it didnt mean anything to him, nothing but two people talking. just like i know that i dont really mean anything to him. we're just friends. and that breaks my heart, but i was happy. and im so glad i stayed. the next day i woke up and took a shower. i decided to leave early so i didnt overstay my welcome. and i thanked him and said goodbye. he smiled and said to let him know next time i was in lafayette. and then i drove away, ending the most perfect weekend ever.

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