[Unwell-Matchbox Twenty]
finals week=hell. it has driven me to the brink of tears. im am so worried about my calc final tomorrow. i have been studying all day. i have done 24 pages of practice problems and i dont feel like im any better off than when i started. the last parctice exam i took i got a whopping 10/25. thats pure failure right there. im so afraid i will fail this class. or ill do bad in it and everything will spiral out of control. if i get less than a C in one of my core engineering classes, i dont get to pass outta first year engineering. if i do pass but get a bad grade, my GPA will be low and i will lose my scholarships and wont be able to afford to go to college here. and thats no exaggeration. and im so stressed out cuz i have so much to do to prepare for my exams but not enough time. i need to study math for like another 6 weeks to be ready for this exam. i need to make my physics crib sheet. i need to study chem. oh, and my roomie expects me to teach her an entire semester of chem even though she didnt teach me math like she promised. i have three exams in the next two days. oh, and i also have to fit in eight hours of work. tomorrow i have to wake up to go study physics from 10:30-12:30. then a little study time. fail my math exam from 4-6. go to work from 6:30 til close. come home, study for tomorrows exams, make my crib sheet. wake up the next morning to fail my physics exam from 8-10 am. go to work from 11:30-3:30. then a little more down time to study. then hopefully do well on my chem exam from 7-9 pm. and i am stressing out bug time cuz there is not enough time. and im so stupid. i just cant get the hang of this math stuff. and i dont wanna fail. please God let me do well.
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