I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around. And it's alright

[Why Don't You and I-Santana]

ya know how i said i love my new monday routine? well i do believe its become a monday, wednesday, friday routine. and i enjoy it immensely. he walked into class today and the first thing he said after sitting down was "you should just skip class and come home with me. and we'll walk to 205 together later" wednesday he offered to drive me to class and on the way over he said "where do you want me to drop you off? or you could just come over." and i said "i dont care. wherever is fine." meaning he could drop me off wherever. instead he just took me back to his apartment. smart boy. one thing though. my mind keeps screaming "WHYYYYYYY?" like.. why? why does he hang out with me so much? i keep wanting to ask him "seriously, dude, dont you ever get even a smidge tired of me?" cuz i find it very hard to believe that he just wants to be around me so much. but i feel like if i ask him that, it will finally dawn on him if he hasnt realized it yet that he is in fact tired of being around me. i dont know. i dont want him to be tired of me, cuz i like hanging out with him. even if its not going anywhere, i still like hanging out with him cuz he is fun to be around. but i secretly worry that he just invites me over all the time cuz.. i dunno why. but i worry that he doesnt really want to but he does anyways. which doesnt make a whole lotta sense, cuz if he didnt want me around, he wouldnt keep me around. but i still worry about these things :/