[Sober-Pink]
there are moments when i am very very happy. like i think i have a chance. then, i realize that this stupid idea in my head is false. i am not special, as much as i would like to be. and then i get sad. and my heart starts to hurt. and it sucks sometimes. did i ask to be this way? no. will it always be this way? probably, though i hope not. only four more weeks. that means 8 more nights. and this makes me incredibly incredibly sad. i am being ambiguous right now. i know. but i dont feel like trying to express the utter stupidness of it all. huff.
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